Addicted

I've felt your touch before
The sweet embrace of deception
How could I ever forget?
That feeling when you'd hold me
In just one moment you seep in
Through the cracks in my guards
Into me you leak like venom
So deep you reopen scars of my past
That touch that is never enough
A lust that overpowers reason
For no reason I've given in
Time and time again I'm weak to it
That poisonous caress
For it I've obsessed and I've sinned
Giving in to you each time
As you give in to me an air

I've felt your touch before
The chills that make me feel alive
Warmth so cold I feel numb inside
Passionate beyond comparison
I've been there with you inside
My heart, body and mind at one time
I've felt you when you weren't there
Desired you anywhere I'd go
Never free of your grasp I'd try
I just couldn't see past that feeling
That tantalizing touch I'd craved
Until the fantasy fades

You see, I've felt your touch before
That touch that lifts you till you soar
Forgetting the feeling of the ground
Until again you let me down, so abrupt
Had I had truly had enough?
Unsure I'd taste your sweet touch again
Near giving in to sin my eyes would open
And though I've felt your touch before
I would never want anymore of it
For the first time I could admit
I was done indulging in my weaknesses
Nesting in the fire you lit in my soul
It was over but I can't deny
You found a way inside each time I tried
To run, to hide from you and I
It felt so good every time we'd meet again
Back then I was weak I'd give in
Until I knew how great it felt to be
Free of that hold you had me

~APS~

I Gave You Me

I gave you me
All of me
Every smile, every breath
Every dream I had left
I gave you me
I risked it all
Despite the crash
I knew I'd fall
I knew that when you had it all
You'd go to her and never call
Still... I gave you me
Desperately, hopelessly
All that there was left of me
Was for you... but now
There is no me
My soul is lost
I set it free
In hopes it'd bring you back
And that some day we'd be
Happy
Now I'm on "E"
My tears are dust
My heart is lost
Only you know where it is
But it's not mine
Not anymore. You see
I gave you me
I don't want it back
I don't want to be
A me that dreams of we
I'd rather be stuck
Stuck in my misery
There is not enough to go around
I'm all out of me
I'm into you
So into you I'm lost
So deep a spell it's cost
Was me, every drop
A love with no end
It knows not where to stop
That me is chasing you
Overcome Hell it will do
To find you
Until then alone I'll be
Until I fit in we
Because I gave you all of me

~APS~